Mioka

I read a novel with a story that was very sad. the main character is a guy who was a college student . He didn't want to go to college but he was going to college because he didn't do anything. He had four friends. One of the friends was kind of a smart guy. the other friend was a funny guy. Also two girls , one of whom was very very beautiful and loved the main character. And the other girl was very shy. They were the same students in the same college classmates. Also they always spent time together. One day, three gays escaped their class and went to the college roof. Then they saw that the girl was doing to drop from the roof. Suddenly the main character was running for her and stopped her, but she said , "Are you thinking about dropping me from here?" He said , "Of couse!!", but she said, "I don't do that. I am just looking down at the city and looking at the sky from here. " He thought she was kind of strange but he went out with her why didn't he know this time. The strange girl was very very selfish but it was because she had an illness which later would make her brain like a sponge. However, he didnt know, They all didn't. The next day, he was lovers with her but he still didn't know the facts. She said her truth to him. He couldn't help but feel sad, and they were crying but he decided, was deciding that until she died.
After a few days, she got symptoms. First of all, she couldn't speak day by day. Next, she couldn't walk day by day, but she just could write, so she said,"Before I die, I want to write letters to you. I will write every day. " She decided on it, but she also couldn't remember words day by day; still, she kept writing letters everyday.
One day, she called him. Then she gave letter to him. She almost couldn't speak and could't walk. She said, "Every thing was writen here." Then he read them and understood everything about why she was selfish. She was not selfish, just lived honestly in her short life. He cried. At the end of the letter was writen an important thing that she hoped . "Please kill me before myself disappear, please promise as the last wish from me."
The next day, he went to the hospital. She was dying but she moved her mouth. He saw that she said, "Promise..." He decided that he had to do it. Then he was crying and stopped her life-support-machine. She died.
He had made promise to her.She said ,"When I die, you have to foget me.", but he couldn't do only that.